x GASOLINE DIAMOND x

“KEEP RUNNING”

The last months I’ve been fucking demotivated. That’s a fact. 
Every morning when I wake up I ask myself why am I even doing it. Why am I even going to school. Why am I even sitting there, nearly falling asleep in class.
It’s not that I’m lazy, I’m just extremely demotivated. I made so many mistakes the last months & I feel like shit if I think about it.
I’m in my last year before my A-levels so the last thing I “need” is this fucking discouragement. There are days when I wake up & am in a really good mood. There ARE times when I’m REALLY motivated & I like those days but on the other hand there are days where I really need someone or something to cheer me up. 
I feel like I’m standing still. Like I stopped “running” & I really need to “run” again. Be a better  student again. I need to learn, do my homework & I need to go to bed ealier so I’m not going to sleep during class. 
So this morning I grabbed a marker & just wrote “Keep running” on my left wrist to remind myself of the fact that I can’t stand still anymore. I need to start “running” again. & I’ll do. As “fast” as it is possible for me at the moment.